and when she speaks
Saturday, October 09, 2004
hmmm.. i tink i nid to sae sorri to alot of ppl.. becos of my decision ytd.. but i cant sae it out here.. but, reali sorry! andddd. i wanna sae sorry to him oso.. he might find it weird tt i suddenly treat him so coldly.. n suddenly wanna gif up.. after so long of holding on.. but, becos.. he didnt tell mi anything.. i rem the last time he said we remain as frens. so, how long am i going to wait? so tis time, i have to be cruel to him n its reali reali time for mi to forget himm. im so sorry.. maybe u might find it diff to accept ... but.. i haf to make a decision... we can still remain as best frens. sorry for being cruel to u... n thnx for the motivation/encouragement etc.. tts all i can saee.. n.... aiyah.. dunno how 2 sae laa.. all of u gonna get a BIG SHOCK from mi soonnnn...............
since i chose tis decision, i haf to face alot of problems myselff. cos i haf to pay a price to it. ya'll might tink im cheap/flirt etc.... after ya'll noe bout my decision.. BUT. i NOE wad im doingg. k? if ya'll wanna tink tt wae i oso cant stop u ma. i dunwan to lose my happiness anymoreee.
left
HER
thoughts
1:20 AM;;
