and when she speaks
Thursday, October 14, 2004
todaay morning, my new doggie, boiboi was lost. =(( wa laoo. freaking asss. i was slping lor. den suddenly my bro n his gf wake mi up n tell mi he's lost. its reali a BIG SHOCK ok. i JUMP out of my bed n ask if its real. sad to sae, its real.. den i started to panic n cry n feel so bloody sad cum frustrated bla bla. den i tink tts not e wae if i continue to walk up n down in e hse without doing anytingg. den i faster open e door n i reali dun care lor. i jus ran down the stairs with my messy hair. den when i reached 7 floor i saw boiboi sitting outside other ppl's hse. pheww~ reali a relieved lor. jus 2 daes ive got feelings wid him le. imagine if the owner puts up a notice n i haf to return him back to him.. i'll cry man~ den i was tinking, if he reali jus ran away like dis, den he reali is not meant to be mine lo.
same ting applies to tt matter. if he reali went away, tt means we r not meant to be together. n he's not meant to be mine. its jus like i lost *him* e other time.. but tis time, i found him backk. i'm reali glad to haf him backk. but im not assured tt whether he will stay by my side for longg. wad if he runs away again? i can find him back for e first time doesnt mean tt i will find him back the 2nd time if i lost him. but of cos, im jus setting an example. i dun wish to lose him again... n i hope tt he can stay in my life. yes, my LIFE. i seldom use tis .. i hope we can clear each other's doubts n be happily together again.. i hope tings r still e same....... cos, u matters alot to me.
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HER
thoughts
11:14 AM;;
