and when she speaks
Saturday, November 06, 2004
FCUK .
had a lil quarrel wid moi mum tis afternoon. haiss. suddenly so many ting happened. so SUDDEn. my ah ma's maid is leaving on mon. den my dad dunwan hire maid anymore. summore my ah ma maid leaving tis mon ler. so my maid is gg over to help .. i having o lvls. i got no time to look aftr baobeii. den my mum said she wanna gif away my baobeii. fuck sia. nb.. she even sae : arbo lidat la.. we bring baobei go downstairs n let her free,den if hu wan her den let them take lor. piangss. fuck lor.. i wun let her do tis. den i tell her. if she go, means i will oso leave. she better not do tis.. den she being too superstitious lor.. wa laoo.. she sae after having tis dog, den she kip dun haf money.. she v poor. pls lorr.. wads got it got to do wif baobei rite. baichi. haiss.. den suddenly dun haf maid .. ok la, if dun haf maid its ok lor.. the most i learn n do myself.. thou it will be abit tough for mi.. but but.. i reali got no time to take care of baobei.. den mon baobei gg to my aunt hse n stay le. after my O den bring her back.. im gonna miss her lottsss. haiss. life without bb will be v boring.. maybe for ya'll, ya'll tink its nth lor. small ting onli wad.. but bb reali means alot to mi lor.. more den my frens i can tell u.. i seen her grow since she is a puppy leh. for 5 yrss plus.. u tink i bear? now im jus afraid tt my mum wanna gif bb to my aunt. den my mum asked mi to move over to my ah ma place if i reali cant bear to leave bb. but my ah ma place is at bukit timah lorr. it will be super inconvenient for mi.. den how m i gg to mit up wif my frenss???? haiii.. there will be a disaster after my O lor. life w/o a maid.. my mum will go crazyy.. kip shouting at mi.. hai.. god bless mi.
ya anywae.. continue updating bout todaee.. went to mac as usual nor. den starting we chatted.. until night time den we go rc n study n tok at e same time.. after tt i saw ah fat................. hais. dunno y.. whenever i c him i reali reali v guilty... haiyoo.. den everytime when ying tell mi bout him.. all tis.. i reali v guilty nor. dunno wad to do den i can amend how much i hurt him... he is sucha nice guy.. yet i treat him tis wae.. hais. but i dun mean anything when i sae all tis la.. jus feel like i owe him smth lidat lo.. jus wanna tell him... sorry.............
hmm.. ok la, shall end here liao. wun be online tml.. cos mon will be my math p2 le. mon, DISASTER starts. haiii.............. bubyee.
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