h0h0x. changed my blog song again.. jolin's Ru guo bu xiang yao. infront the toking part i add myself de.. but of cos not my voice la. lols. making tis tupid song for the whole afternoon. yawnsss. alrite, gtg!

yeaa today is my off dae. finally i can haf a gud rest. hais. v tiredd. tts y i dun like to be in the afternoon shift. damn tired lo. summore the time pass v sloww.

ytd onli left mi n sharil n mi. but heng he alwaes help mi. he v gud siaa.. teach mi alot of tings oso.. he's a malay guy. tis yr 26. sho old. =x but he dun look like 26 n oso dun tok like 26. sadded.. he got wife n 2 child le. haha! but his children v cute. cos he show mi the neoprintss. den ytd i kip slacking. hahass. i kip going to the store to sit down n sms. even chat on fone. lolss. cos tina they all not here ma. =x den ytd got a customer praise mi leh. lol. happi siaa.. hahaa. n guess wad. ytd lunch time mi n sharil went to carpark to eat. lol. funny lorr. i bought LJS up to eat. den he bring his wife cook de. i asked him y dunwan go foodcourt or wad den he sae go carpark better. sot de. lolz. den we went up to the carpark nor. but v windy.. he gud is gud la.. but oso cant trust him so much.. ytd sudddenly touch my waist for afew times.. nv die b4...

haiss.. reali hate the afternoon shift. den when knock off tt time boo waited for mi den send mi home. i wanna pass him those vcds ma. he oso v funny wan sia.. before i go home, he nv tell mi he wanna eat. wait until i reach home ler, eattin tt time den he ask mi wan acc him go gr eat anot.. lolz. bth him. den after eating i acc him go gr nor. but u noe wad ? reach gr le den in e end he sae he actuali dun feel like eating.. =.= wan to smack him liaoo. den saw his bro.. his bro still ask mi how i noe him de. lol. a.. den we go 7-11 . he bought drinks nia. we went to near 527 de blk, sit under the blk n tok tok for awhile.. until 12 plus den he send mi home den he go home ler.

sho sianss. at home dunno wan do wad... tml going to chocolate bar for countdown.. not v excited bout it oso.. its jus a countdown.. =x lolss. no laaa. the new year is arriving. so i hope tt there will be a new beginning for mi. a new kind of life. jus pray tt everything will be fine. n jus let the unhappy past wash away.. dun wanna tink bout it anymore.. my heart hurts. hope 2005 will be a gud yr! =)

Woooooo~ todae is my first dae of work. ALMOSt cant wake up. =x cos ytd i cant slp. lie on bed at 2 but fall asleep at 4 plus. haiss. but lucky still reached dere on time. hahas. yeaaa! i working in the childrens department! wooO! hahas. lucky nv put mi at those aunty aunty de.. =x tis job quite fun leii.. cos my colleagues all very friendly n funny de.. haha.. made new frens. =) den my the one in charge of the department de oso v funni. kip makin mi luff sia. jus now she tell mi smth i reali LOL. hahas ! bth.. summore can slack wan.. budden haf to fold ALOT of clothes.. todae i haf been folding clothes for the whole dae.. haahaa.. de i kip playing wif those baby stuffs. lol.. got alot of babies tingss.. den suddenly got the urge of wanting to have my own baby. LOL. hahaha. =X reali siaa.. i wan be mama . hehes. i gotta learn more tings bout it den when i become mama will be easier.. lol. den hu's gonna be the papa? =X lolz. hehh.. sadded sia.. tml i afternoon shift. haiss. i wan morning shift!!! afternoon shift is 1.50 to 10.10. sianz. time sure pass v slow de. summore so late! by the time i travel back its oredi wad time liao? will scared wan lehs. lol.

aiyahh.. tis whole week i doing afternoon shift.. den aidah is leaving in afew daes time.. sobss.. gonna miss herr.. she's so cutee. =)) den jus now almost fainted.. cos i standing under the spotlight.. den v hot ma.. n i kip folding the clothes for continuosly dunno how many hrs. suddenly felt so giddy n like asthma lidatt. but after i remain calm for awhile den im alright lerr.

when i about to knock off tt time lijun came to find mi den wait for us to knock off ler went to cin ah ma hse take pants. den went to plaza. cin meet ce for dinner den mi n him jus walk walk arnd in plaza.. go kfc eat slackk.. den go find cin... n after tt went home den he send mi home den he went home n tats all. lol.. wad a gud grandson. still send his ah ma home. hahaa.. tml hu's gonna send mi home? lol. jk... im damn freakin tired.. not enuff slp.. so i gtg slp ler! guddie nitees! muackss. ^^

Yawnssss~ damn tiredd.. i slept at 6am ytd.. cos chatting on fone wid lijun till 5 plus.. lol.. sho tired. well, ytd is xmas eve. n i enjoyed my dae. =D

i slept till late in da noon n about 3 plus i woke kel up. hahas. cos its oredi so late le ma. ask him wake up get ready. den mit kel n weiliang below my blk den go town togetherr. tupid sia.. they kip saying mi. kuku de. still call mi a dog. idiott. hmmm, we go cine firstt. wanted to watch the kungfu hustle de. budden no more seats oredi. den nv watched. den go lucky plaza play pool. den caining came to look for us. after pool go far east. den eat LJS. n den mit yishu dere.. ytd the whole orchard dunno walked for how many times siaa. walk up n down.. aa.. after far east go wisma agn. cos we wanna go to the top shop. den ning went to mit her bf le. mi, yishu n kel go back far east first den weiliang sent ning to the bus stop. den yishu bought mi n wei a christmas hat. gud hor? hahas. my nancy of cos gud laa. =D but in e end the xmas hat lin n ying took away le. saddedd. on e wae back to far east agn we saw cliff meiqi they all. den chated for awhile den go liaos. ma de.. becos of my tupid shirt make mi so pekchek. hai. i bought a new shirt at 77 streeet. cos mi 20 bucks. im seriously BROKE. i even borrowed 10 bucks from weiliang. die le. now im onli left wif less den $1. how m i gg to survive! i tink when i go work i no nid to eat liaoo. santa, pls drop mi money for mi to spent! i wan money as my xmas presentt! i got no money to eatt. arggh..

after meeting all of dem liao den we buy the spray cans. the crazy ribbon n the snow wan. hahas. sho fun. when we walked up from far east tt time we kip spraying at others. den we oso kena. i kena spray till siao. whole body FULL of the snow. yuckss. den got 1 idiot go n spray into my eyes. i wearing contact lens leh! pain siaa.. hahas. den at tangs dere saw yk, gorilla tt gang. lol. we machiam a group of monkeys lidat. spray den run here n dere. den i tapped on yk shoulder. when he turned arnd den i sprayed alot on him n shouted merry xmas! LOL. den i faster run away. =P got 1 cb ah neh. knn de. go n touch ying . den i shouted at him n spray the whole can of ting at him den he run away. fuck sia. ah nehs are all lidat. TIKO! hate ah nehs like hell. den oso got 1 tupid ah neh touch mi! damit. den weiliang went to beat up the ah neh n den we went off.

haii.. still got alot more to sae la. lazy to sae liao. but i can sae tis xmas is a wonderful one. thou ytd many ppl mood swing, but overall its still fun la. but i still tink tt last yr's one is nicer. =))


my last words to u.
i tink u shld noe e main reason y i made tis decision.
i oso dun wish all tis shit to happen. but tis is beyond my control.
i noe tt we wun be together agn, cos of the main reason.
tts y i haf to do alot of tings, to make u hate mi, n make u gif up.
there is too much obstacles between us. i haf to make a choice. u uds?
if u wanna blame mi, i wun mind. cos i noe its my fault.
but, i still hope tt we can still be normal frens. if u dun mind.
take gud care of urself. somedae u will find sumone better.
but i still hope u will rmb those memories of us. tc.

omg i broke my FINGER!!!! nail... i mean i broke my fingernail. hahas. wa laoo.. broke into half sia. hais. can c my meat. ewww. cos ytd yenkai ask mi wan go jogging anot.. so i mit him 7.30.. n i tot i was late.. so gan jiong n while i was wearing my shoe.. den my fingernail crack n open up.. hais. den tt goondu.. lol.. i meet him 730 n he overslept! den i waited along e pathwae dere.. feeding the mosquitos... when he came dwn le we walked to the fajar canal dere den started to run. omg i cant belive i ran the whole canal one round.. nv stop sia... haha.. he jogged behind mi but after the one round, he catch up n i was half dead behind him.. den suddenly he disappeared.. n i was alone.. walking. wahaha. my hart cant take it la.. he power sia.. kip on running.. after tt he see mi bth le den we stop liao.. so jus walked slowly, chatt n joked arnd.. LOL. cant stand him sia... kip saying lame jokes.. n we kip saying bout the uncle. haha! tt time is aunty now is uncle. after joggin le we went to the fajar badminton court dere. he saw his fwen mar. den they play badminton n i waited for him. but heng got deneng they all. den i not so sian. after tt acc him go GR c bike den we walked home ler. reached his blk dwnstairs. watched him going off den i walk home.

jus nw went to cin's ah ma hse. her ah ma helped to alter my pants. gud hor? hees. after tt went plaza. to buy my shoe .. n went back home ler. now doing nth. sians. lijun asked mi to go plaza de. but i v lazy. =x den later gg bugis wid kel n cin. buy thingss.. hehe.. tts all bah. now waiting for them nia... gtg ler. bye!

Wooooo~ wa lao ehh. gan si lang shuai! haha.. but his hair abit...... lol.. the one tt i saw at heeren looks abit like him.. but the heeren wan looks nicer.. hees. i wan liu kou shui liao.. =D~~~ =P

im BROKE. woahh, todaee spent alot alot sia... haben even work den spent so much liaos. haiss. cos of the work loh. haf to buy white tops n black bottoms. den stil haf to buy black shoe. =( sobs. i haben even buy the shoe. im oredi broke ler. i tink i spent close to 100 bucks liao. i've no idea how to survive. den christmas how? i still wanna play lehs. but i got no moneyy. ke lian... i nid money... den if work oredi, den i tink no nid to eat le loh. wan to go where to dig out money to eat ? haiss. anywae, i bought 4 tops todae. n 1 bottom. den bought one belt. but tt kuku ger go n cut my belt till too short. den in e end i changed belt wif yvonne. she used my new belt n i use her belt. but i dun mind anywae. her's is nice too. =)

haiyaaa.. christmas is reaching ler leh. christmas eve, i night time den mit my darlings. cos tt dae they got work. so after work den they mit us. den cin go romantic. lol. =x den i dunno how siaa. i wan nan ren! Lol. in the noon hu's gonna acc mi...? bu ke neng stay at home de wad. which guy is available on christmas eve noon? go catch a movie or smth leiii.. hahas. im advertising again. i asked yk, budden he gg out wif cx they all. dunno whether ah fat got book out anot .. if he oso cannot den i sian liao laa.. hais. all i wan for christmas is euUu~~!

im still missing my shuai ge. lol... cin is gg to sae mi again. =x she sure sae " handsome so wad ? can eat ah?? " LOL. =X jus now yinling send mi a guy's foto. oso v shuai lei! when i free i upload here ok? looks abit like the shuai ge tt i saw sia. drools~ im crazy over men now. dun care bout mi.. hahss.. thurs i going to plaza to hunt for my shoe. n den gg to cin's ah ma hse. ask her ah ma help to alter the pants. hee. thx ahh~ =)

i wanna go fun fair! hope tt my christmas night will be fun. i dun wanna go home! tml shall slack at hse the whole dae again.. hee. i love slackingg. alrites. ciaoos`

came back ler. today went for interview wif cin. interview for metro. n yeaa, got tt job le. ^^ finally~ jus now still so disappointed. tot no hope ler. hees. den we walked arnd town. n bought one pants for work de. i stil got lots to buy siaa.. all for work de. but i not enuff money le. im reali broke. dunno how sia. hais.. den xmas i wanna go tt fun fair! hahass. i dun care.. anywae, jus now at heeren sae a Shuai Ge lehz. my goodness. reali DAMN HANDSOME sia. got those ang moh look. den cant take my eyes off him. kip looking n looking. den i tink he oso noe i looking at him. in my life reali nv seen such a handsome guy like him. summore got a gud complextion. even more shuai den toro lehz. so can imagine how handsome? cant stop tinking of him lehz. zhe me ban! im reali crazy over him liao.. haiss. too bad i dunno him. now still kept tinking bout it. arggghhhhh.. im crazy liaoo.. =P

aa... till nite time den we went home ler. tts all bah. tml going town agn. wif lian n cin.. =D oh ya.. i changed my blog song again.. im in love wid tis song! ^^;

i m back from chalet oredii. n tis chalet totally SUCKS like helllll...... damn disappointed .. guess wad? we stayed almost the whole 2 daes IN the chalet. N wad we do is jus SLp, eat, mahjong, daidee. wtf sia. tis chalet totally sucks lor. waste my money.. haha. i rather stay at home lei.. at least got com to play.. den we nv go wild wild wet, nv go escape.. nv go anywhere.. arghhh~ first dae, we spent e whole dae in chalet, play ps 2 all tis.. at night, we drink absolute vodka. den i drink tiger le den drink vodka agn. no wonder vomitted for 2 timess. ewww. poor kelvin, jus change e dustbin den i vomit. hahaha. he clean e room for us. gud uh? lol. n tt [r] hor, piangs eh. so pervertic sia! dangerous to go to e guys room if he's dere. siao wan. go chalet bring condem go for wad sia. even tell mi he got bring den we can use. -__- nv die b4. even ask mi lie on his leg! my goodness. thou i seh, but i not drunk lo. still noe wad im doing lei. duno y he become lidat sia. still sae wad romantic together.. stiaoo~ =.= smack him den he noe. haha.

den e next dae wei, ying n lin went to work in da morning. mi, cin n eileen tan went to white sands den to tampines to buy lin's cake. we r celebrating her bd on e 2nd dae. on e 2nd dae alot of tings happened. haii. we bbq. my stomach almost explode due to over eating. wahaha. n den lin they all came back to chalet at 10 plus. n they bbq agn. caier they all went to e red hse. n they saw the 2 legs n 1 hand hanging on e tree. omgg. den jiawei's eyes even got blocked by tt ting. den we curious ma. so about 5am we reach e red hse. den they went for the second time. but when we go there tt time oredi nth liao. sians. n even saw jinfeng tt gang. so coincidence. hai~ n ytd, he came to pasir ris. at first, didnt wan to mit but after tt decided to haf a gud tok wif him. but tings r not going on smoothly. oso dunno wad to sae. wad i can sae, i oredi sae. mayb frens will be a better choice.

argh~ din slp at all. check out at 10plus. wei they all went home arnd 6am. hais. freakin sians liao. all went home.. after we check out proceed to white sands eat. den take mrt home. n i slept in e mrt. gulshan n hongwei sent mi home n after tt i went home, bathed, n Slp. so shiokk. damit my leg got blue black liao. THANKS to e bicycle tt i knocked into. fuck tt bicycle man. mi, cin n lian all knocked onto it. her leg oso blue black. haha.. now jus came back from chalet n the guys r oredi planning for another chalet liao. tis time, i NOT gonna care for it liao. for wad care so much, its not appreciated. argh~ dun sae le. stop here.

d0tz. wad shld i do to make u listen? u teach mi! feeling so stressed up now. hai~ love my blog song. it describes exactly how i feel now. arghh~ dun tink so much liao. i shall be the most heartless gerl in tis world. i dun care about wad others tink oredi. ya, im a bitch or wadsoever. i DUN cARE~ wadever~

shall not sae abt tis le. toking about chalettt. yeah! tml is out chalet liao! we shall play like crazy. finally~ awaiting tis dae for so long n finally it arrived. im gonna "enjoy" myself tt night.. hiak hiak. i can do wadever tings tt i wanna do. NO ONE can stop mi oredi. =P so i wun be at home for 3 daes. dun miss mi too much ok? hahas. hoho. tts all bahs. i haben pack my bagg. wanna go pack ler. =D bubyes!

YEA~ finally can get into my acc liao.. thx to blogger .. hahas. shit tt person hu changed my pw. if u dare to change again i hack u into pieces! pui~! lol. continue tml.. its getting late.. i wanna slp! byeee.

everything is gone. but life still haf to go on.

wooo~ few daes din blog liaos. a.. start from 8 dec... its our 2 mth. hahas. shal make it short n simple.

went to lido wif him, watch "saw" . after e movie, went to far east. took neoprints agn. wahass. our first print wasnt tt nice, but the second wan is cute. =x lol. i like it.. got alot of pose de. lolz. n den go to look for weii.. chatted for quite some time den we went off. her job reali v relax sia. can tok tok de. hahs. if is ice lemon tee confirm die liao. den after tt go suntec... n he gave mi a surprise. lol. u ar.. notti boi.. tell mi wanna go toilet.. den in e end go buy flowers. so swit sia. lol. got 2 teddy bear at the flowers dere. silly guy, next time dun lidat liao ok. promise ah? when i c the flowers my reaction was so dotz sia. so shock. lol. no one did tis to mi b4. thx ahh. muacks.
hees. den we went to eat after tt lohh. so paiseh sia. everyone looking at my flowers. haahaa. (o"o) but time passes v fast tt dae. after eating its oredi 10 le. dad call to nag at mi, ask mi faster go home. den we take bus home le loh. erm, thx for everything. =)) i enjoyed tt dae.

ytd n today, did nth much. was jus rottin at home. play com, watch tv all tis. yeah, finally my hse got scv le. den i wun be tt boring at home. hahas. tml oso sianz sia. dunno wan go wher. oso v v lazy to go out. haha. feel like rotting at home again. lolz. c first bah .. even go out oso wun go far de lahz. cos lazy. =x haha. tis few daes i machiam pig lidat. alwaes lazy to do wadeva tings. drink water oso lazy. =XX wakaka. nvm. pig is lidat de. lol. ok la, lazy to blog. stop here. bye.

went to my cousinz hse todaeee. cos at home too boring liaosss. den decided to go her hse. her hse v shiok siaz. got the karaoke room. hohoz. den jus nw sing n sing. hahas. like k box lidat. summore got so many tidbits eat. yummy~ i tink i gonna gain fat agn.. >.< lol.. n we watched white chick. damn funni. lol. hmm~ n i bring my prom fotos to her hse scan.. den had my dinner dere.. etc. ok laa, today's time pass v fast.. went home at 10 plus bahs. den when i reached my hse dwnstairs, abt to go in my lift ler he call mi. den ask mi dun go in. lol. den suddenly he appear infront of mi liao. after tt less den 5 mins i went up ler. todae is a quite tiring dae baa. no mood oso.. DUNNO Y. tml is our 2 mth ler. ^^ hope tt dere will be a half yr or even 1 yr anni. =)) till tt dae i will be v happi ler. tts all.. tata.

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Me n my cousin.. =]

hohoz. yeaa. finally i revenge le. hiak hiak hiak. lolzzz. sun my whole family went to ice lemon tee to li li siao siao.. my mum, da sao, bro.. den wei n cin oso.. LOL. so touched sia.. my mama helped mi revenge.. they go dere to try the shoes.. den kip askin dem to take size for dem. cos the stocks all put on top wan ma.. den v diff to take. lol. lynda even ask the ger to help her tie shoe lace. waHAHA. den my mum ask tt bitch to take dwn the bag let her c. den my mum c liao throw on e shelf. LMAO. den wei n cin oso helped mi. they messed up all their clothes. n lynda messed up all their bandanas. LOL. tts the consequences of doin tis to mi. u shall wait.. i will go dere to VISIT u when im free.. hahass. den im ur customer n u haf to serve mi. thx everyone! lub ya'll to bits~! even my mum oso help mi. hahas. tis is jus the beginning. hehe.

tt dae went to visit my aunty at the temple. her condition worsen le. hais. she left wif 3 months. =...( may god bless her.

todaeee.. went to develop fotos at bangkit wif jon. hohos. the prom fotos r out! hehes. i wanna find ppl to help mi scan ler. a... while waiting for the fotos to be develop, den went to his hse to help him wif his blog tingyy. den i oso edit mine. hoho.. got man zu gan.. lol.. i edit de wor.. c until my eyes oso blur.. lurve my blog! lolz. alritess. tt all ler. bubyesss. mwahss~

ma de.. smth is wrong wif tis skin sia.. nvm i tink i will continue tml. cos its 6am in da morning!! n i still haben slp!! omg. so i wanna slp liao. so temporary no tag board. ok bah. gud night. nono.. gud morning. xD

so long din blog ler. lemme blog....

Wednesdae, 1 Dec

its prom night. duno whether i shld sae happi or unhappi. dun reali enjoyed myself tt nite. hmm, everyone looked gorgeous on tt dae. n got shuai ge to c. =X. took alot of fotos tt dae. jus didnt take wif him. hais. nvm la. over liaoo. hmmm, din expect tt he wil dedicate msg to mi. damn paiseh sia. hahas. " to berlin tan fro table 27, bla bla bla... from ..... " den everyone turn behind to look at mi. hahas. damn paiseh loh. feel liek hiding under the table at tt time. lol. but i v touched n happi lahs. =)) thxx. hee. but tt dae wasnt reali a v gud dae lahs. shouldnt sae much too. v unfair sia.. last yr our prom night at chevrons. so lok kok. den tis yr at concorde hotel. but nvm laa. tis yr the food sucks! lol. last yr wan nicer.. =x .. i oso dun wanna sae much about it liao la.. v lazy to type sia.. the nominees for prom king n queen ....

nominees for prom queen. " yuzhen. sherry. yixiu. ser chin. weiling. " guess hu's the prom queen??

nominees for prom king. " yenkai. cliff. jun yan. chun lai. 1 more i tink is vincent. " n guess hu's the prom king??

prom king: chun lai (sadd)
prom queen: yuzhen!! =D wee u weet!

hahasss. yuzhen look so different tt dae. so pweety! =D saddeddd.. i tot prom king is cliff. or yenkai. hu noes is him.. lol. nvm.. when the fotos are out i will upload here to let ya'll c kaes? =D
den tt dae i went clubbing wif cin, lin, william, sam, yishu, ramien n gang. to rush. can u imagine i wear heels to dance? lol. my leg almost broke okie. but its fun la. v tired. den saw my skul de alex on tt dae. he still de same. fat fat de. =X
den.... hais. tt dae after clubbing i went home. den mit him below my blk. den i cried infront of him. first time..... hais dun sae le. jus wanna tell u "sorry"
tts all for tt dae bah.

Thursdae, 2 Dec

its my bro's BIG dae. yea, i got a da sao le. went to ROM tt dae.. wad a tired dae.. find them so cute n loving. hahas. when we were in the room, den when they are supposed to hold each other's hand n look at each other to vow, when they are saying, my da sao burst out luffing, den my mum n i oso cant control. kip luffing. but actuali not supposed to luff de. lol. too funny liao lor. if its mi i tink i will luff before i even tok. lol.. den had our dinner at the long beach restaurant at imm. den my mum was kinda drunk in the restaurant. hais. she suddenly cried. cry n cry n cry. i tink she tink of my dad again. den everyone kip asking wad happen. but after awhile she ok liaos. but stil kinda drunk .. alwaes anyhow tok . den like siao siao de. shall stop here la. lazy to type liaos.

Fridae, 3 Dec

My unlucky dae. fuuck tt tupid ice lemon tee. next time when ya'll go far east de ice lemon tee rem to go n wreck their shop ok. or u can purposely go n try thier shoes n tell dem to get u ur size, den try many many liao den tell dem u dunwan. or u can try their bottom oso. try many many den tell dem u dunwan. jus create trouble for dem. their all fuckers. hais. ytd iz my first n last dae of work. i shall not mention wad happened. cheebye de. wan to go liao still sae wanna check my bag! nabei. so humiliating. wad the fuck! arsehole. nvm. tml my mum is going there to create trouble. revenge for mi. hahas! mummy i support u! thxx! ppl, pls dun ask mi wad happen ok. cos i reali dun feel like mentioning it. jus leave mi alone. thx. =)

FUCK tt ICE LEMON TEE! u can jolly well FUCK OFF n go n die! YOO BITCH!