and when she speaks
Friday, January 07, 2005
fuck it. hp lost. u tis pcb. steal my hp dunwan admit. to tink tt i trust u . im reali stupid. nw i reali uds y my dad alwaes sae not to trust ppl easily. fuckin hell. y m i so naive. shit u. can u believe? itz my fren tt steal my hp. there's no such tings call trust now. lost it in metro storeroom. police came. about 5 police came. but we got no evidence against her. my eyes will go blind if i continue ..
im reali left wif NTH. ive lost so many tings. my msg-es! fark lar. few daes ago i even told my dad i will nv sell my hp. cos i stil wan to kip those -memories-. first, i lost him. n lost my wallet. now, hp. i bought tis bloody hp for 600. n now its gone. my memories. all gone. nnb i reaali hope tt i can gif her two tight slap. wtf. pooh bor.
n. i jus resigned. mondae will be my last dae of work. e manager want mi to stay. but.... hai. dun wish to say anymore. since i lost it oredi, sae wad oso no use.ytd i was jus browsing thru my hp. those msg-es. n i even said to myself... tt i will nv ever sell tis hp. n wad happen today? i will not trust anyone anymore. including my close ones. a lesson learned. everyone jus leave mi alone. if u wan contact mi jus call my hse ba. haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
as long as u gimme back my hp, i wun pursue anymore n i will jus treat as nth happen. as long as. u return mi. its not the cost of the hp u noe. u noe, some things, when its lost, it will nv be back again......... =........(
fuck lar. oredi so sad le my dad still scold mi. arghhh!!!!!!!! nb. im going crazy oredi. heartless shits. chiu yun stil sae wad teach mi a lesson. -.- pls lor. dun be sacarstic at tis moment.
my contacts, pictures, msges, ringtonez, notes .. everything.. my calendar...........................
argH! i reali wan back all tis. tot tt lost him le at least stil got those sweet msges. our memoriess. . its like i lost my eveything.
HAI!
im going to be blind..............................................
left
HER
thoughts
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