and when she speaks
Friday, February 25, 2005
i dun wan a conversation, i jus wanna cry in front of u.
i have not given up. though these 3 times the ans is alwaes a negative wan. i can reali hear my heart break. im still enduring. i hope tt there will still be a miracle. ive given up my frens. im left wif nth now. i reali dunno wad i shld do... y cant u gif mi another chance.... u nv even gimme a chance to prove .. i gif dem up oredi... but y izit tt we still cant be together....
ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo, ye xu yi jing hen nan hui tou, wo zhi dao shi zi ji cuo guo, qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shou ni bu ai wo.
N to youuuu.. im sorry.. didnt mean to do tt to u de.. i oso dunno wad m i doingg.. its jus a few daes but i wan to tell u thanks. n take caree.. i dun wanna hurt u anymore..
haiz. her daes is getting lesser n lesser. another one will leave mi soon. the doc oredi call us to be mentally prepared.. tink she cant make it oredii.. hais. y is everyone leaving mi... i dun tink im imp to anyone now.. everyone is changing..... arghh.. shou bu liao le.
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HER
thoughts
3:32 AM;;
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Wooo~! finally im backk to blog! happi new yr everyone ! long time din online ler. tis yr new yr sians lorr. ytd go xiaohui hse to stay overnight. wif audrey n kaixin. hahass. den we drink n watch tv. first time i drunk ler juz kip quiet n slp. lol. den slp until 10 plus in da mornin den wake up. quite fun laa. b4 gg to her hse we go jp watch seoul raiders. damn funni lor tt show. LOL. i luff until stomach cramp sia. today go ah ma hse nia. boring~ tml still mus work. can i not go ? -.- sianss. no more angbao take lerr.
hmm. some prob occured few daes ago. no comments lei. oso dunno wad to sae. mayb it will be better if we split up? frens are jus part of our life. jus rem wad we had. gone thru thick n thin together. now turn into tis state. i oso dun wish tis to happen.but den. aiya, no point laa.. frankly i dun c any difference. everyone changed. or mayb i shld sae tt particular person changed so so so much. i cant even accept. suan ler ba.
dun sae bout all tis le la.. shld be happi cos its new yrr. tml can c my javier. =x another one tt is younger den mi by 1 yr. =x but for fun onli la. dun intend to do anything. haha. i noe ya'll wun uds wad im saying. lolzz. nvm
n im disappointed lor honestly. sigh~. no comments. i tink he dun even noe mi now.
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HER
thoughts
8:32 AM;;
