and when she speaks
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
hohos. went to sentosa wif lin, yishu, sam n huiwen ytd.. but din get tanned leii.. sun not strong enuff.. woke up very early tt dae.. tired sia.. after tt we went to town.. body almost brk ar. my bag damn heavy.. feeling v shag ytd.. jus go walk walk nor. hmmm.. den wei told mi tt after we go find her den went out le, they went in to find her.. den after they went out, we went in again.. reali not fated.. hais. nbm.. den today at home rot again.. tis few daes my hse alwaes weird weird de.. mayb my aunty came back to find us.. hai.. tt dae, the second dae she pass away, in e nite i heard some breathing sound beside me.. as if sumone sleeping beside mi.. den my mum oso told mi she heard sumone breathing beside her.. maybe its reali her.. today is the 7th dae she;s not arnd le.. i was alone in the afternoon.. maid not here le.. my door was closed den suddenly it open itself..i tot its my mama but nobody is arnd... its reali weird.. hais. hope she is having a gud life up dere.. i still cant let go.. ive tried not to tink, not to see, not to listen ... but.. my heart still continue telling me the same ting.. haiss.. reali feeling very miserable n remorseful.. oredi look on the bright side le.. but at certain time will tink of it again... its killing me.. i surrender la.. dun be so cruel to me can anot.. u r not like tt in the past.. wo hen tong ku.. memories kept haunting mi... wad shld i do... teach me..... -i tink of u, i tink of u when its gone.. -
left
HER
thoughts
9:09 AM;;
