and when she speaks
Saturday, March 26, 2005
I try not to miss you anymorebut I think the heart exertsfar too much influence on the mind. Some days I dont think of you often. Some days you never cross my thoughts, other days I fight a losing warwith the ghost of your memory who haunts me without any mercy hiding around each corner, jumping out at me, screaming obscenities, displaying himself with no shame; wounding my heart with a brutal sword of steel pain, until silent screams echo through my writhing soul. I know you dont think of me and even knowing you dont has no effect on my pain and loss. You have other things, people,in your thoughts that have, at last, crowded me completely out. Im not in love with you, but I do love you, and I dont think that love will ever die, I hoped that in time in might but deep inside, I know it wont, though its unrequited. Just a short note would be appreciated but then again, maybe its best this way and if I never hear from you again someday I may stop thinking of you .but i still hope to hear from u again.
left
HER
thoughts
10:50 AM;;
