and when she speaks
Saturday, March 12, 2005
well feeling bored right now so decided to blog. jus in a few daes timez alot of tings happen... tired to sae oso. but shld i sae itz a blessing or im unfortunate? ive learned alot during tat few daes of torturing. learned how to treasure, cherish, let go. i can sae tt itz a blessing i din died. sumtimes i will tink tt y did god save my life n didnt let mi die? but on the other hand, i wanna thank god.. i finally saw it. hu cared for mi... n hu jus simply fark care bout mie. its obvious.. i found back my frenss.. i cannot sae tt everything is back to normal again, but i can sae tt even though we were separated for some time, u all r still dere for mi when im in trouble. thanks a million. love u all. i feel so sorry n guilty tt y shld i do tis kinda tings? y shld i let my parents n family so worried bout mi.. esp my dad.. i owe him alot.. i've disappoint him times n times.. daddy is the most wonderful one.. thoughout good times n bad times, family will alwaes stand by u. haiss. promised to live strong n not to let u all down again. its stupid to do such tings ... i wun die without u. i've finally seen ur true colours. im fortunate tt theres still alot of ppl around mi tt care bout mi. the process of these few daes are reali miserable.. its torturing.. they even forced mi to drink 2 big cups of charcoal. which is omg. almost wanted to gif up.. hais. u noe hows tt feeling? no one noes. y mus i go thru tis kinda tings? its horrible.. now, i will live my life happily, n jus let go of everything i had in the past. want to turn over a new leaf n start afresh again... i will treasure wif wad n who i haf now. love everyone of u. muacks!
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11:28 AM;;
