and when she speaks
Friday, April 08, 2005
haiss. ytd daddy confronted mie. i dunno how he noe bout tt. he said u got onli 2 choice. if u wan to choose smking den u dun haf daddy. if u choose daddy u cannot choose smking. u onli got 1 choice. u tink ur daddy more imp or smking more imp. of cos is my daddy more imp lar. he is my everything leh. how can i choose tt n dun choose daddy. den he said hope i wun brk my promise agn. coz i oredi brk my promise for 3 times. if i brk the promise i haf to bear the consequences. den he sae let me finish my last few sticks den i cannot touch tt agn. of cos i promised. den today mama caught mi smking AGAIN. -____- she jus nag n nag at mi. den dunno y suddenly i tot of alot of tings n cried infront of daddy. oh my, i tink my depression is back again... den ytd night went to ying hse to stay overnight. chit chatted n watched vcd. looks like both of us r in the same situation. haiii. i didnt slp for the whole nite. jus cant slp. aiyoo.. i tink im in deep trouble. cos wad i feel for u is beyond words.. argghh.. standing beside u, and i cant sae i love u.
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