and when she speaks
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
im tired. feel like slping. forever. had enuff of millions of cruel tings tt happen to me. i reali dun uds. n i oso dun tink anyone will uds how i feel n wad im gg thru. they alwaes sae, ber, i uds. i reali uds wad u;re gg thru. dun tink too much. tis is wad ppl alwaes tell mi. but u tink there's use ? n not jus a word sorry can cure everything. haiss. i reali feel like giving up everything oredi..... even U treat mi tis wae.. im totally hurt. i tot even if the whole world dun care bout mi oredi, i tot even if i dun haf the whole world, u will still alwaes be the one dere... but tings alwaes changes....... tings haf not been gg smooth for mi from the beginning of yr... i may seem tt im alrite now.. i may seem more cheerful n optimistic now... but actuali tts jus the appearance... im like wearing a mask.. i haf to act like nth is bothering mi... in fact its not like tt! i feel so pain u noe.. cried myself.. hide n bottle everything to myself... hais.. i dunno wad to sae anymore.....
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HER
thoughts
10:02 AM;;
