and when she speaks
Monday, April 18, 2005
woww.. few daes nv blog... n lotsa tings happened... went to club wif wei they all, n kev they all.. tt was on 16.. din reali noe wad happened tt dae.. n tts oredi the past.. so dun mention it le bah.. den he n his gf was dere too.. haiss.. spoil my mood lorss.. lucky still got terrance n kevin they all lor. or else i will be like a stupid sitting behind all by myself.. why mus he come sia.. hais.. nvm.. dat dae i wanted to drink. but all of us dun haf moneyy.. so din drink loh. leave the club at arnd 3 lidat.. slacked dere for awhile, den about four we went to terrance hse... den we gurls go first cos high tide. den the guys go n buy liquor.. hahaa.. we drink black cat.. n guess wad... after i drink tt i dunno wad happened.. yuan lai i did so many stupid tings.. hahas. wei they all tell mi den i noe de.. n i even fall from the bed to the floor alot of times.. no wonder my head got one big baluku... lolz. i broke terrance's fav cup.. so guilty.. cos i dunno wad i doing..oppz n i kip clinging on kev. hahas. so sorry. a long story la. woke up at 11 plus in da morning, den left his hse at 12.. n when i tink of i still haf to work at 2pm, i ji tao sian diao.. hais.. den bo bian.. i msg uncle joe tell him i not gg.. hangover very jialat loh.. den slept until 6plus gg to 7 in da evening.. even until tt time i still feel giddy .. dunno y.. today is baobei's bd. haha. 6 yr old le.. n tml is mummy's bd.. =D happi birddae! =))n haii.. tt farker! wth do u treat mi as! i m utterly disappointed in wad u;ve done! do u noe wtf r u doing!! u tink by saying sorry can oredi.. ? den if its like tt can i slap u n tell u, oh im sorry.? fark la horr.. im not a pros k. didnt noe u're such a person. using mi as a subsitute? to wan her to win u back? i tell u, u dream on! if our sistership is not strong enuff wad do u tink will happen to us? go n tink about wad u've done to mi! u asshole. let mi tell u u are even worse den tt bastard. at least he dun love mi, he jus broke off wif mi n nv come back agn. n wad bout u? telling mi all those bullshiets n tell ying u nv loved mi before? u're jus replacin mi as her? haf u ever tot of how i feel? dun u tink u haf to be r* for wad u've done? if u tink by using mi, u will get her back, den i tell u. u're wrong. in e end u will jus lose the both of us. it doesnt matter to mi anymore. y mus i be sad for such a farker lyk u ? i reali reali uds y ppl alwaes sae trust urself but no one else. cos nobody in tis world can be trusted. even ur best buddy. well wad more can i sae? im speechless. for wad u've done. i belive god can see wad u're doing. n u will receive ur retribution soon. u deserve it n u dun deserve anyone's sympathy. y shld i sympathy u in e first place? ya, im stupid. n tis will reali be the last time.
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HER
thoughts
11:30 AM;;
