and when she speaks
Sunday, May 22, 2005
im back, getting lazier n lazier to blog le. but still, now im here to blog. jus came back from ter hse. ytd go his hse nv go home agn. =x dar oso dere. =) cos ytd is my off dae. den supposed to go msia wif ter. but both of us overslept. plus no money how to go? hahas. so din go lo. den arnd 8 plus go ter hse. until today morning 8 plus den go home. hahas. planned to go home at 3 plus de. but lazy to walk home. teck whye lehz. hmmm.. dunno y uncle let mi have 2 daes off. so today not workin oso. heez. later gg jurong point wif dar n ter. my baobeii` hahas. jus go walk walk norr.err.. tis few daes nth much happen lahs. jus the same old routine. work, knock off, ter hse, go home, bath n go for work again. tired seh.. almost everydae ton at his hse.. den ytd e 3 of us sit outside his hse.. got a rooftop lidat wan.. first time sit dere.. starting like very scared tt i mite fall dwn lidat.. but after tt ok le.. quite relax.. sit down dere n smk, chit chat. den ytd mi n dar chatted alot. hees. oh yaa.. there;s one uncle.. erxin loh. got free show watch. lol. he watching tv den doing those erxin actions himself.. omg~ tink he watching porn.. gan erxin ... yucks. wahaha. tupid ter. still sae wan take binoculars. wahaha..hmmm.. hais.. ytd mood swing agn. sumtyms i reali wanna noe wad r guys tinking? i rem tt time... no matter how much i plead and beg him to come back to mi, dere's not even a reply frm him. not a single one. ya, there's one. when i was in the hospital. i will nv eva forget. finally he replied. but its a scoldin from him. suan le. when i can gif up the whole WORLD jus becos of him, when i can dun even contact any of my 6 yrs sistas.. jus becos of u... where r u? when i sincerely wanna be jus pure frens wif u, wad did i get? n now he sae frens? isn't it very unfair to me? hais.. i dunno wad to do le... u may tink tt its unfair to u tt time... but there's alwaes a reason.. haf u ever tot of wads the reason n my position at tt time.. aiya.. suan le.. i so agitated for wad.. its oredi the past le.. he's leading his own life.. i'm oso.. its not important to him n he oso wun get to read wad i type anywae.. so.. jus forget about everything n jus continue wif my life.. wad i wan is jus a pure n simple life. tts all. jus be contented wif wad i haf now.. =))
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HER
thoughts
7:28 PM;;
