and when she speaks
Saturday, June 18, 2005
well. i got tings to update agn. its over between us. sad rite.. but since i chose it tis wae.. den.... hai
n saw smth in friendster jus now.. wtf.... i dun tink tt bitch got the right to sae mi lors. YOU BITCH! but anywae, i dun care bout wad others tink of mi.. u wanna sae i bitch, cheap, cheat other ppl's feelings... all up to u... as long as.. i noe wad im doing.... n its my life.. u dun haf to interfere.. i like to live tis wae wad can u do ? wadever la horr.. not interested la.. i seem to haf lost the whole world.. i dunno y.. i looked around... i onli saw myself standing in the middle... no cars... no ppl... nothing.. jus me. my mind is blank now. someone pls guide me.. daddy tell mi... na de qi yao fang de xia... hais. jus now i bth.. cry in my daddy's car... he asked mi wad happened.. so i explained everything to him... i expect him to scold mi de.. but he did not.. he console me.. ask mi not to tink so much.. i love u daddy... i'm reali feeling very down noww..... i wonder to myself... y mus i do all tis ? y mus i do all tis tings ? lidat im jus like the other low down bitch wad... like make myself so cheap... dunno laa.. gods in heaven... pls wake mi up.. i dunno wad im doing...
left
HER
thoughts
12:37 PM;;
