and when she speaks
Sunday, July 24, 2005
very lazy to blog siaa..... lets start from thurs.Thursafter skul. met ah lin n ah tan go bugis makan. walk walk. den go police station to identify tt person. yea. caught tt person le. dunno wad punishments will he get la. but at least more relieved tt he kena caught le. or else i will become very paranoid. scared tis n tat. esp when i go in e lift. lols. omg he's jus 16 lorr. reali brought shame to his family. sickening ass! serve ya rite. show mi ur bird summore i cut it away den ya noe. haha. =x Frihappening dae. was actuali a fine dae for mi. but... my dear msged mi when i was studying. sae he gg overseas. for about a month. got dunno wad mission. i was like.. huh.. y so sudden. i knew smth is wrong. den he told mi honestly tt he's actuali gg in le... i was shock lo... hai.. dunno wan ke lian him or sae he orbi.. told him for how many times le dunno how to listen... alwaes escape from army... aiyo.. qi si wo loh. den after skul ... he call mi. sae he request from his officer tt i go in to see him for e last time den he guai guai go inside. officer bo bian come my skul fetch mi to his camp lo. tok to him for about 1 hr lidat. hais. duno how to describe la. how old liao still dunno how to tink. kip doing stupid tings... asked mi whether i will wait not. i oso duno how to ans sia. haii. tis few daes very fan la. tt dae ji tao no mood. first time see him lidat... hope the one month faster pass..... no one quarrel wif mi.. no one make mi angry.... no one make mi luff... abit not used to it... i oso dunno wad i'm tinking la. we'll see bout it. fan ah! Satytd. celebration for my baobei terence's bd... quite fun la.. but i joined them later.. cos i haf to work. so after i knock off den i go. bought absolute vodka n lotsa beers... but ytd no feelin.. not fun de.. haha. ytd too many tings to sae le la. cant finish. jus hope tt ter is happi ytd can le.. though we did not do anything.. but hope he enjoy lo.. all those silly n funny tings we done.. haahaa.. they all went home. i ton at his hse. slept at today morning 8 plus sia. den slp till today evening 5 plus. den go home... bath all tis le den slack all the wae lo. siann.. tml haf to go skul. arghh.. mus wake up early agn... everydae study work study work. im going bonkers!!! farkkk.--------------------------------------------------------i am so pissed offf..... my family members dun even trust mi. fark la. u are my brother... y will i wan to steal ur moneyy?????? even if im left wif a coin.. i wil even let myself starve den to STEAL. i noe u didnt pinpoint on mi... but y mus u suspect mi? u've been living wif mi for 18 bloody years. dun u uds mi.? am i such a person ? i hereby swear to all the gods in heaven if i ever steal his money, i get bang by car lo. i didnt steal den wad m i scared of ? dunno laa... hai... y is this world so cruel... im not angry. im utterly disappointed..and...... y is tis world so fake!! i reali dun uds y THEY mus do tis lo.... is it everytime its a coincidence or its on purpose??????? wadeverrrrrr. doesnt matter to mi anymore.....
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HER
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8:07 AM;;
