and when she speaks
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
why am i so useless. y cant i handle my problems? *pray* hope the ans i get from him is not negative. but if it reali is, den maybe time is up. tis is fate. dun avoid reality. face it bravely. i can do it. i hope so. hmmm. skul start le. met some new buddies. lucky im not alone. shld concentrate on my studies le. got a long wae to go. got alot more things to learn. its my sis ailian's birthdae. hope she is happi n hope she n her ah hong will last long long. *envy*jus bought a new mp3 player on sat. n half of my money gone. but nvm, im happi wif it. -grins- im seriously lack of sleep. so haf to slp early le. im still working. hais. sometimes after skul at 5.30 still mus rush to far east n start at 6. it wil be tiring for mi. maybe i will be quitting soon. but i cant bear to leave tt job. its a very nice job. will see first ba. haii. i dun feel any better. im in a dark room with no light. -total darkness. ending here. go slp le. nitez.
left
HER
thoughts
10:32 AM;;
