and when she speaks
Thursday, September 22, 2005
im back from genting = ] genting was funnnnn~ with dem around can reali make mi luff all the wae . yea n of cos its alot more fun den the previous trip. hee. will upload some pics taken in genting in my next entry... we were like 4 crazy idiots fooling arnd. wakaka. =Dlife sucks to the core. no life. its boring can.. its all about skul .. hai. sucks! went to skul as usual today. . today im a good girl. i went to lecture. hahaas. after skul, home. gr mall eat. yishu hse. cck park eat agn. n home agn. shit man~ tml sports dae. y do nafa haf sports dae. tats lame alrite. sian lor. mus take attendance.. 4get it. be a gud gurl n go la. at yio chu kang summore. wtf. so far. y isit not at cck. actuali wanted to go momo. but no money. den... i can forget it. next time ba.i felt tat im jus a failure. jus a useless moron. dun ask mi y i said tis.. i reali dun see anything gud in me. i wan to change into a better person. i dunwan to be who i am now. i hate being who i am. cos i simply sucks. feel tt im jus wasting tis world's resources. i wan to change.better attitude.better temper.dun be so sensitive.learn how to take criticisms.accept the reality.be independent.be more filial.quit smoking.be more patient.forgive n forget.dun take tings too hard.have determination.there's so many bad points in me.. its reali time for mi to change. i dunwan to be called as "blur" anymore. i jus hate it when ppl sae tat. hopefully i can do all of the above. believe me i will change. i dunwan to be a useless moron in tis world. yea~ sumtyms i'm actuali not as useless as wad ppl tink. jus tat ppl wun noe wad im tinking . actuali no one can even catch wad i'm tinking all e tym.. not even him.
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11:21 AM;;
