and when she speaks
Sunday, January 01, 2006
happy new year everyone.so fast its ald 2006. good la.. cos everything in 2005 suck. hope 2006 will be better. everyone is saying a new year and its a new start. but izit true? can we really throw unpleasent things? even if i can... can THE OTHERS do it? wadeverr. i wanna be a better person. all those unpleasent memories, painful experiences, lonely moments, all gone. mus look further... we've all grown up.. turning 19 tis yr le. shouldnt calculate bout those stuffs anymore ya. i wanna live my live to the fullest. i wanna enjoy my teenage yrs. not only jus wif bf. but i wan to enjoy it tgt wif bf n frens. we live only once lor. if we wanna keep carrying past tings to blame each other, i tink it'll be a never ending ting. ppl can enjoy n go out in a big group, y cant i ? so mus kan kai yi dian. dun be so petty. at least next time when i turn old, i tink back, at least still got very beautiful memories ma. if my teenage yrs jus past like ( wat im living nw ) , can bang the wall liao lo. daddy sae, we can haf a lot of frens. diff kind of frens. it doesnt need to be a fren tt u haf to confide to. oso can be frens ma.. theres only afew frens tt u can reali sit dwn n haf a hart to hart tok. so, i will let EVERY LITTLE single hatred la, or unpleasent tings go. tis yr. peaceful... no conflicts.. no anything... hmmm.. tml skul reopen le. cant believe it lor. like suddenly everything became so fast. haha... shit lors. forget to buy concession. arghh.. gonna dye my hair tml. hope it wun turn out to be like shit. like KIMAGE. sucks like hell. but its done by students la. sucks lor. sacrifice my precious hair. hahaa... nvm.. im damn tired tis few daes... really tired... can i slp for like one month? i need some sleep lors. arggh, skul reopen le cant slp for long hrs agn. =( okiie, nth more to blog. bb!
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