and when she speaks
Monday, January 09, 2006
i really hate my class. day by day its getting deeper. all isolate me. wa lao.. im a loner... so ke lian. if dun haf erica really duno wad to do in class. go in tat class oso sian lor. everyone gif a face. sucks. lke i owe dem lidat.. sometimes wanna tok to dem oso sian. wan to tok to dem but they gif me a black face. haii.. everytime lidat wan. when erica's not here yet, im alone de. got 3 rows everytime im e only one sitting in one row. wtf. 2 and a half yr more sia. shit. hai...today really feel so sad lor. its raining. n i got no umbrella. haven had my breakfast. jus dismissed from skul. i dun wanna eat alone... n i dunwan to get drenched. called everyone's hp. all either nv ans, or got class, or at other places. haii... reali duno wanna go where. called dear but he's working. =( den pekchek lo. tinking of walk in e rain suan le. damn damn sad. in skul oso no frens le. argh! den walking away angrily. suddenly hearded someone shout my name. i tot its my other frens, but to my surprise its ly. den she sheltered me to traffic light. hmmm... feel kinda weird at tt moment... realli dunno wad to sae.. but anywae still thanks to her. im getting to hate skul more n more each dae. now going to skul, my only motive is to learn wad i should learn.. n strive my best.. i wnana be e best.. dun wanna slack le. tats all ba. hai.. .realli v moody tis few daes. miss lin! so many daes nv see her.IM ALL ALONE! hai.will 2006 be a better yr? i dun tink so! fark off!
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HER
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8:26 AM;;
