today so sotong. skul started at 10 but i tot is 830. i even reached at 820. wth.. so waitd in library and used lappy. ytd smth happened between my parents. duno hw oso la. how i wish i haf a happy family.. i really hope tt it can happen..... i've got no gurlfrens. y izit i haf more guy frens den gurls. y can i get along well wif gurls in class? i only got 2 frens in class. guys. excluding erica, i totally got no gurl fren in class. not even one . tats all. am i reali tt hard to get along or communicate wif? im not wad u tink. my looks alwaes mislead ppl tt im a proud n unfrenly 'ah lian' but tts not me lo. i cant stand the wae my classmates look at me. n duno y ppl who dun uds me well alwaes tink tt im a bitchy slut tt is so sui bian. i dun uds wad makes dem tink tt wae. duno la. fuck dem all la.sighcan u make me feel tt i am important ? u sucks~ making me upset again. can u gif me the happiness tat i need RIGHT NOW? heart ald feeling so empty. but u still make it worse. is tat so diffcult? is other unnessecary things more imp den me..... i said upteen times. dun sae sorry. the more u sae it the more i hate it. dun disappoint me. i reali put alot of hopes in us.depression back agn. i need care and concern.
