and when she speaks
Friday, February 10, 2006
felt so tired and stressed. my assessments is reali piling up like a mountain ald.. tt dae do my in-design until almost cry lo.. i reali feel so tired.. everydae only sleep for lyk 3 hrs only.. den ytd slept at 6 plus.. i duno is ter tell me wan. today 11 plus wake up le.. later going to eileen's bdae.. come back i haf to rush my assessments. tink i wun be sleeping early again.. mum tell me tml going to cdans to eat.. hai.. sian lor. i wanna do my work lah! my schedule is so packed for tis week.. n i gonna spend my valentines at home.. do hw suan le.. so shitty.. hate hangovers.. feeling giddy.. stomachache n oso feel lyk vomiting. sucks lor.. ytd jus becos of my stupid mouth. haha.. cos we bet on smth.. its actuali only a song lor. den i still sae until sut sut. confirm correct.. den he sae if i din guess correctly mus drink 10 cups. wa lao... plus we play poker. loser drink one cup. one shot lor.. n its lyk for the 6 or 7 rounds i kept losing... v fast high ald. haha.. he's even worse.. only drink 5 cups he cannot make it ald. hahaha. wanna sit at the rooftop but he dun allow me. =( thats our place filled wif memories... but nvm la.. cant imagine if i cant walk straight.. n u all wun see me anymore.. lols. i noe wad happened at the start.. but i totally no impression on wad happen after tt. he told me i keep on kaobei. sing non stop.. den he feel so irritated n went down to sleep at mattress. hai...... we chatted alot.. im so sorry... i feel so bad for treating u tis wae.. i reali hope we can be lyk last time... i kept tinking of that sentence he told me... so sweet............ thanks a million.. arghhh.... bitch! slap me please. one time can ald! thats y i sae gurls are fan jian. when tt guy loves u wholeheartedly u take it for granted.. whhen he dun love u anymore den u start to feel awkward n saes y he dun love me anymore.. haha.. shitty ass. feel v terrible nw.. heavy head.. head got baluku! stupid lor go n knock on the wall..
assessment time!AI WO BIE ZOU~!!
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