and when she speaks
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
hais.. feel so pissed off for the whole dae.. cos im ald feeling v tired... i reali din sleep well for many daes ald.. plus some other things happened la. i dun wanna care ald... first time quarrel wif ppl on valentines lo. n i duno y i feel tis wae... nothing can describe how angry im feeling jus nw. n i duno y i'm so angry.. reali duno y lo.. as in... if its as a fren, den wad for i get so angry ? sometimes i reali duno how to trust guys.. feeling kinda sad nw... nvm.. hmm.. today received one blue rose.. but gif for fun wan la... thanks kim siew~! hahs.. feel so paiseh.. though its only one but its nice~! but i dun lyk roses wan la... i jus ask for fun cos no one gave me blue roses before... den everytime play play only ma.. so i ask for it lo... he's jus my gud buddy! i tink im lyk a kid sia.. went to arcade jus nw. jus nw actuali feeling v terrible de. but go arcade den i ok le. hahs... me n erica play lyk siao lidat.. reali lyk small kid lo. still shout.. lols. but being wif her is so fun.. alwaes cheer me up. see her face can smile ald. hah.. so shag~! reali feel lyk sleeping nw.... but i haven do hw yet.. but i reali got no mood to do.. feel lyk skipping skul. but no time ald... cant skip... i seiously need some rest... if one dae i suddenly collapse dun feel surprise. hais. feel lyk crying sia... from tt matter till nw i nv even tear... pls make me cry... one time can ald! pls! i'll stop here... no mood..I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love... it never seems to last.
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