i feel so sad when HE dun believe in wad i said. wad i said is true. i sompa!

he mus be thinking that THAT DAY i mus be playing arnd wif him. wad i said THAT DAY is true too. i didnt mean to hide from him that we're tgt also. its jus tt i duno how shld i sae....

i dunno la. i seriously duno wad im doing nw too. reali duno wad im doing.....

pls believe in me.... one minute before, im happily playing game. right after hanging up the fone, i've got no mood to do anything ald. n giving myself few minutes to tink.... i duno wtf am i doing. saying tis n doing that ? im reali a fucker. scold me scold me. but dun ignore me.

he wun get to see this anywae.

i feel so lost. everything seems so meaningless. im like floating in the air to no where. no directions. everydae im blogging bout diff ppl. wtf do i wan? i myself dun even noe.

nobody noes bout my deepest n darkest secrets. sometimes i feel like finding some one to tok to... but i find it so diff... cos no one will uds. even i myself oso dun uds too! how i expect others to uds me. i will haf karma one dae.

i felt so guilty. pls let me cry! my tears doesnt seem to listen to me. i feel so depressed. hope i can vanish from tis world. this world bring nth to me but pain. purely pain. T_T

u guys wanna think i got depression or wadeva fuck jus tink so la k. wadeverrrrr. u guys will nv uds how im feeling so ... dun anyhow jump to conclusions!

ONE LAST TIME I SHALL REPEAT. FROM TODAY ONWARDS WADEVER THINGS TT I HAF BLOG, DUN ASK ME WHY N WAD HAPPEN. IF U'RE CONCERNED, THANKS. IF JUS FEELING KPO, JUS FUCK OFF. I SHALL NOT REPEAT. DUN ASK ME!! ITS MY BLOG N I LIKE TO SAE WADEVER I WAN! UNHAPPY READING, DEN FUCK OFF. NOBODY ASK U TO READ. THANKS FOR UR COOPERATION! REALI APPRECIATE.

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