and when she speaks
Saturday, April 08, 2006
i must blog today! in case i forget i once had tis dream. lol. =x wa piangggggg! vry sweet can. but i nv thought i will dream of him out of a sudden. haha.. the dream is fading ald but wad i noe is i nv wanna wake up from that dream. he's ken. one nice ah beng. not to others but to me. reali v sweet to me but we're from diff worlds. shit. i cant reali rem that dream ald! but one scene i nv forget is the hugging scene. lol.. thats the best part.. i reali dun wanna wake up la.. let me hug him. so comfortable. anywae, i realli dunno y i will dream of him out of a sudden la. we've brk up for so long ald. n tis doesnt mean i got feelings. jus find it real sweet. i heard from ivy that he went in ald. =( i asked his fren to double confirm, his fren oso sae he went in ald n no one is able to contact him.. jus hope he will turn over a new leaf when he comes out. i dun uds y guys alwaes duno how to use their brains to think. alwaes wanna do stupid things to make others worry. hmm, i dreamt of shan shan too. she's my god sis. i miss her hell lots. n its been so long since i seen her.. i wonder how is she nw.. we used to be very very close.. she alwaes bring me out for spin, go shopping, see dogs, her hse, she alwaes buy things for me, n sometimes she will secretly let me smoke. haha.. its yrs ago... i hope she's still doing fine ba.. =( i wanna stay in that dream!!! *hugs*
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