i've a speedy recovery. only thing is that my throat is still so pain. as if there's millions of ulcer in my throat. =( sayang me anybody ?

great singapore sales but i've got no money to spent! i've decided not to splurge my money. n even save money on my food. so no mala steamboat for me le. =( how i wish i can enjoy it wif u guys. but money dun allow me. sigh. its torturing when u cant buy stuffs u like, n esp when its on sales! argh. i wan my lacey belt. n lots more !


ytd i lied on my bed for 4 bloody hours but i reali cant sleep at all! i didnt do any other thing else. i was tossing n turning n getting so frustrated becos im like realli trying hard to sleep lor. so do my brain. cant stop tinking of things la ! anywae, i mean money matter. money can reali do magic. its all about money. thought alot.. my allowance is DEFINATELY not enuff for me. i haf the thought of.. hack care ald. i need to find a part time job no matter what! even if im studying. but this question reali make me stumble. is money more important or studies ? i do reali wan to get the BEST for studies but w/o money its like asking me to jump off the building. =/

and i noe i cant cope well if i work n study at the same time. i reali wanna concentrate fully on my studies la. ( im not bullshitting. =D ) my result is still not good. result slip is out. though there's B's ( anywae there's even C and D lor ! ) but i want A !! i dun care i wan an A ! though im happy cos everyone noes that in my sec skul life my result slip nv get B de. haha ! but still.. compare to others, mine is reali peanuts la. how how? im stuck ! i need money ! wad do u tink i shld do ?


ah anywae, im not gonna blog much la. its 415am and i tink i shld get some sleep. might be going to do my specs tml but am i going to go alone? its at teck whye and i dun feel like going alone. =/ intend to upload some pics but im tired ald. other daes then !
one last thing to add. i think u guys should visit www.celestechen.com when u're bored.
its entertaining. and this gurl is really one crazy chicken. i thought there's only mad cow disease but i didnt knew chickens haf it too. she is one. look at her VIDEOS.
take ur time, make a cup of coffee and watch it slowly. but dun get chocked. haha ! she sucks. singapore clown. i dunno if u guys haf seen it before anot. maybe im the last? i dunno. but if u havent watched it, maybe u should. becos she's reali a clown ! definately entertaining and make ur hair stands. hahahahhahahahahaa........

good night.

sick. but who really cares.

i slept at 4plus am on a sunday night. i couldnt sleep well. im reali feeling terrible. the feeling was like dying. i woke up at 8am in the morning. it jus dun seems to be right. i got my temperature taken. to my surprise it was 39.2 degree. was running high fever. whole body felt so pain n i had a difficulty in breathing. i felt so cold. cant stop crying becos i couldnt take the pain. woke my mum up. told her i reali couldnt take it anymore. i need a doc immediately. wad she do is to continue sleeping, and tell me to eat a panadol n WAIT. she can see that im already feeling so terrible n crying but she dun even bother to bring me to the clinic. who reali cares ? tis is the first time i had a high fever. siao.. going at 39.2. its crazy.

i spent half of my day lying on bed. rolled myself in my blanket like a dumpling and forced myself to sweat. after sweating i had shower wif ice water. wooooo.. its v torturing. freezing! but it reali helps. temperature decreased after tt. but few hours later it became worse. it turned 39.6! reali felt so terrible. =( dad came out from msia n bring me to the doc. when i spit out my phlam(duno hw to spell. the greeny thing), there's blood.

but after taking med, my fever is gone. feeling much better now. at least can type n use com. ytd i can reali do nth. but i feel like vomiting nw. im reali bored at home. feel like going out so badly! its my last week of holiday ald. sigh` i reali wanna go out. supposed to go dxo wif lin tml. we planned to drink till we go mad. but for my situation now, i cant drink le. im craving for pizza! but i cant eat.

im happy! cos i've lost another 2.5kg. =D and i've deleted him from my friendster, his number, his msges, n his pics from my hp. good job! =D straightened out my tinking. time will heal. i steady pom bi bi rite ? and skul is starting soon! i rather go back to skul. and and.. i decided to quit smoking! today is the 3rd dae i nv touch cigs ald. i hope my determination will be strong! so.. frens arnd me, u gotta help me k! n if i ever wan a cig from u, PLS dun gif it to me. =)

i wanna be a happy and healthy gurl! haha..

feel like going to sentosa before my skul opens. lin, ON?

yeah. i finally deleted him. great round of applaus for me!

dun uds y he can act like nth happen. but its ok. its alright. he's jus like adding salt to my wound.

i need some time. still struggling. trying hard. he's dead.

i stand all alone..

n still, even if i sae...

no one understands...

once again, i wish i could jus die! farker.

but i wont. jus wished i can.... hai.. life.....

RELAX , TAKE A DEEEEEEEEEEEEEP BREATH, CALM DOWN,

AND

S-M-I-L-E.


RELAX RELX!

ytd was kel's bd. me, lin, shu celebrated wif him. did nth much. went town to haf lunch, go jalan jalan, pool, n had dinner wif his family n frens.. WA I ATE SO MUCH LAST NIGHT! holy shit. i created such a big sin by eating so much food.. i had a bad stomach today. like washing machine.
i didnt keep my word last night.

oh im still so tired. body ache all over. any one wanna help me massage for free ? though im v tired but i cant sleep last nite. had a cup of raw vodka before i sleep n ewwwwww... it sucks like hell. n after tt, sweet dream. k, i gotta go shit now.! mahjong n drinking session later. ENJOY!

boooooooooooo. im a loser. cos i reali cant stand it ald ! the cut is getting deeper dae by dae as i found out more n more things. i feel like killing him now. how ? feel like crying out loud but i will not even drop a tear. no one realli noes wad EXACTLY happened between us. fark. boooo. im a soft toy...

i will nv forgive u.






AH!!!






I REALLY CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

call me stupid. call me dumb. PLS. i realli am.

im such a bitch!

i woke up at 11 plus am today. which is so unusual of me.. cos im known as the lord of the sleepers. haha. n due to drinking last night.. i shld haf wake up in the late afternoon. but noe y i woke up so early ? i wanted to check my hp. see wad time is it. when i looked at my hp its switched off. so i try to on again. but still cant! started to panic so i wake up.. n fark! my lcd screen is spoilt! for no reason. i can call out, i can reeive calls, n msg. but i jus cant see anything. i didnt drop my fone either. duno wad happened. was quite sad cos tis is the first time my 7610 got prob. so it spoilt my dae. cos i wanted to go out wan. but i was busy making the fone stuffs.

kel came to help me wif it. but still, it couldnt work. so he helped me ask his frens how much it is to change a lcd screen. the cheapest can get is 110. wa lao.. so ex.. hais. borrowed money again. but i haven got it repaired yet. maybe my dad will help me tml. he lend me his fone first.. but i missing out some contacts. cos for 7610 contact is saved at phone memory de. i hope when my fone goes for repair that person wun reformat my fone. pls no! anywae he's reali v nice.. he spent quite some time helping me wif my fone, lend me his fone, n before he came i jus ask me whether he's still smoking.. was jus casual asking only.. den he bought me a pack of cigs. makes me even more guilty. thanks so much..

den at night, i go over his place to take the phone. i purposely wait till his parents sleep le den i go over. to prevent some misunderstandings n embarrass la. its like so long din go ald.. she SURE ask me wad happen. den wad shld i sae ? haha. but things didnt go well. when i reached, jus nice his mum walk out from her room. den she saw me. i was like.. omg. shit! den she's v happy ask me y i din come for so long. i jus kept quiet. den she ask me wad happen.. i told her kelvin bully me. haha! keep asking me wad happen. how to sae sia. n she sure tot that we patched again. she even sae.. 'quarrel ah? next time quarrel dun quarrel too long.' sorry, i'll be missing again. the most i give her 1 to 2 weeks. n she will ask him y i din come again.. dunno how oso la.. she seemed happy jus now. but sad to let her noe that we're actuali frens only.. so i jus hide from her.

watched singapore idol jus nw. luffed my ass off. haha! NONG NONG AGO. did u guys see? its so funny! hahahaaha. i hope i haf magic! i will turn all those rubbish into money. i need money! URGENTLY.

life is still as boring. no one reali needs her except her family. everyone seems so fake. or its when they need her den they will find her. towards tis world, she ald feels nth. as long as her family is wif her, she will still survive. she can now survive without frens and guys. becos she will nv noe who is the next one that wans to hurt her. she will stand strong! nothing's gonna beat her down.. i need nobody now. she suddenly feel that the only guy that will still care for her now, is kelvin. but she still treats him as her fren. at least i still haf a fren worth having. im reali dying at home... cant go on like this. most probably will be going out alone tml. though i dun haf the money to shop, but i jus need some fresh air. cant stay at home. everyone is busy wif their own stuffs. busy wif skul work, busy wif their bf.. their new frens.. etc. only me.. im very free....

let me tell u this... u have reali hurt me very deeply.. u're jus like stabbing me to put me in pain but i jus couldnt die. well, he totally removed all our pics from friendster... from today onwards, i reali got nth to do wif u ald. wads wrong wif leaving it for memories.. even though its over. u asked me whether we could be like last time. let me tell u.. NO. i could nv ever face u again. the pain that u gave me is diff from the other guys... u've nv hurt me before, tis is the first and last time, and it sure is a great blow to me. let me bid goodbye to u. its not becos i think that after breaking up and we cant be frens anymore... its becos i reali couldnt accept the wae u behave, u are reali not u ald.. the u that i knew has ald died. yes, im crying now... but tis is reli the last time i will cry for u. im gonna be strong. no use crying over spilled milk. since u left on ur own will, dun come back AGAIN. i repeat. dun enter my life again. i dun care how u think if u gonna see tis entry. u've reali cut me deep. i've got nth to do wif u anymore. memories will jus be memories n no point going back. wish u all the best.

i reli felt like im a nobody anymore. from today onwards, i live for myself. i get wad i wan. fulfill all my wishes. all by myself... guys, dun get near me. u guys stinks. i'll kill u if anyone of u touch me. tis entry is reali typed all from the bottom of my heart. i did not hide anything or try not to sae anything. im typing wadever that im feeling now. life's a bitch. seriously speaking, kelvin is reali a nice guy. though he is childish and alwaes doing actions that makes me angry. at least he ald show his another side of him. unlike many guys, only show their good side. which is.. SO FAKE. dun come and tell me ' see la.. now regret la.. last time dun noe how to treasure him'. let me tell u.. i did not regret.... to continue a relationship wif only one side of love is useless.. jus like we need 2 hands to clap... its jus that.. im reali grateful. becos he did not hide. he show me his true side. he gave me his love. and pamper me. im saying all this becos.. only when u're down.. den u noe who is true to u.. at least he is. i made him suffer that time but he did not blame me.. thanks so much..... ='( why dont i noe how to appreciate the good wans.. and alwaes worship the bad wans as god? now i reali noe how to see ... I REALI LEARNT. really. kelvin, suddenly haf the urge of wanting u to be by my side now. even u're only my fren but i dun mind.... i surrender to fate. i am seriously sad now....

i tink im sick. nose dropping le. must be that cb erica. hit my nose ytd! ytd i went to kster wif lin n shu. ive got no money to go de. but im reli not feeling good. dun feel like staying at home. so i took 20 from my mum. after kster went to vilage to look for ben. after that, zouk. dun feel like clubbing too. but erica la! haha.. alwaes pester me to go. =x and end up theres only me n her! but lucky after tt jeremy n his frens came. and guess wad. i found 50 bucks outside zouk! waahaha. BUT but but... its gone le. haha.. since erica is so sweet to me, i actuali wanted to share the drinks wif dem. end up oso i drink alone. one jug 42 bucks lor! but luckily its one for one. but! end up my one jug disappeared too. =(

cos we asked their frens to look after ma. den me n erica went to dance. when we came back both our drinks n the guys gone ald lo! ask dem where is our drinks they said they left it dere. and obviously someone else took it ald la. but nvm la since its over. was quite tipsy ytd. ytd im like quite blur. dun reali noe wad im doing. but i remembered everything todae. met michael dere too. den go er ren shi jie for a while. hahaha! but SOMEONE ask me go back den spoil our er ren shi jie! =x haha.. jk my dear. i saw roger.

ytd was quite boring. i dun feel like clubbing le. its a waste of money. i can use the money to do more meaningful things! so i tink i will cut down.. spend so much to dance, drink, cab. like abit siao. hahaa.. but if dere's someone paying for me den i dun mind la.. ha.

finished off with one last cup of lamborghini( sorry i dunno how to spell ) and we left. power. and guess wad.. i vomited in the cab! LOL. luckily the one that send me back gave me a paper bag. but seriously i duno hu he is.. lol.. cannot take it la. go back home, take out my contact lens n straight awy die on my bed. ewww i noe its very dirty. haha! almost get myself into trouble ytd. those guys can fark off! i still remember that guy sae " wad? u sae fuck me? dun try me " oh pls. who will wan to fuck u. and pls haf some manners! dun point at people and comment about anything! i reali hate guys now.

haf to do housework later. hai.. reali not in the mood to do anything. come to blog to kill my time. but i ald duno wad to blog ald.

to erica : can u please shut up when u're drunk ? u noe u very noisy anot? and do u noe u slapped me ytd? u slap very hard u noe ! THANKS for that slap leh. -.- was reali angry wif u ytd u noe. BUT, nvm. i still love u. anywae thanks for the cab and drinks. i pay u back when i got the money okie? ok la, dun worry. since u're so sweet to me, come fetch me n ask someone to fetch me home, and pay for me first... i will still love u. hehehe.

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong

confronted , quarreling, now its gone. ppl do change. nvm.. cant help not to tink. but.. wads over will be over. it flows when i tink. i couldnt accept it. that he's the one telling me... its okie den. dun ask me ald.. since its over, i dun tink theres a need to sae bout it anymore. no explaination needed too. GUYS! irresponsible creatures! im alwaes a victim and they're alwaes the killer. now, its payback time.



I AM FINE DO U FUCKING UNDERSTAND!

WAHHHH!! VERY ANGRY! fucking pissed off! u shld noe wad u've done. its very wrong of me to intrude. but if i dont den till nw im still kept in the dark! wad happened to u. u fucking changed so MUCH! i tink i no longer noe u le.. all i wan is the past u. not NW! if u cant be faithful den nvm la. forget it. we can forget about everything.. oh my, u've drastically changed soooo much. its so horrible. so normally is it ur wae of pleasing gurls, making dem happy or just to me only ? im sorry for toking like tis. if i've wronged u, im sorry. but i will tink tis wae all becos of wad u've done.. and another matter is.. there is something called jealousy. dun tell me she's just ur good fren. if i do exactly the same, and tell u the guy is jus my good fren, i guess u will feel uneasy too. and when u're still working, u tell me u're busy. now u're free, i dun see that u will ask me out. im having my holidaes nw. u shld noe i haven got a job, im very free! and when i asked u wad u're doing, u're wif her! i dun mind u having good frens. but.. y when u're free u will ask her out but not me...... =( so does that means tt she is more important ?? ya, perhaps the ans is she is more important. cos i noe she is someone very important to u.. without her u will die, but without me u wun. im very disappointed and pissed.. all along i thought that u are the different wan. i tot that im the only one in ur heart. but now... i noe that. im wrong. i wan the past u.

`utterly disappointed.

MY MAD DOG ! LOL..

im bored, just some fotos to upload.

K-Ster



practicing to be zi bi!



Drinking Session At Erica's Hse






MY TAN BAOBEI!

i snap this when she's sleeping.

MOS - long ago.

toilets!


Me & Ying


Me & Jenny



snap derek in skul!


mummy took tis for me. lol.



Mummy & me... aren't we sweet ? =)







DIY manicures. took a long time doing it ! izit nice ?




cute gurl gurl !



my naughty baobei

jus changed my blogskin. but jus temporary. wan to create my own blogskin. provided i haf the time and mood. hee.

went out wif missy lin again. her motorola sucks la! but im so tempted to buy. haha.. anywae, watched the movie 'when a stranger calls' its crap. seriously lo. and wads worst is watching in a cinema filled wif skul gurls. wtf.. alwaes shout for nth. they sucks la. that show is reali crap la. n while everyone is shouting me n lin luffing away. wahahas. lin, next time i call u every 5 min n let u hear my breathing. lol..

after tt went to bugis, she bought her DIAMONDS. hahaa.. for her hp la. cant wait to see how it looks like! i wan mine too! if urs is nice help me stick oso k. haha.. i dunwan to spoil it. but heng mine still can change housing. urs cant! wahahaha. a.. went home early today la. 8 plus and we're on the bus back home ald. leg damn tired lo. stepped onto lemon. hahas. went home, i was bored. and i was a step late. when i called him he's ald cooking maggie mee. haha. wanted to go over his place to find him, but he's fren going to his hse for mahjong. den forget it! lol. but he played 'yueding' on his beloved piano for me.. its fucking nice. thanks darling! felt so happy at the time. wad makes me happy is he playing piano for me. =) hugs*

ytd hunt for jobs. BUT... hahaha. very shi bai lehs. the whole far east, i only leave my contact no. for one shop. cos all hiring full time.. wtf, its ald 11 of may ald lor. on the bus saw jonathan ong. going for work. so i asked him to intro me his job oso lah. selling mp3, electronics.. called that person n she asked me down for interview at newton. its fine wif me, but when i noe that its not a confrim place to be at PS, i sian half ald. she said they haf alot of branches. den wad if she sent me over to ang mo kio tis kinda place? fuck lo. so i tink im not gonna go la.

i left less den a hundred to survive for the whole of tis month. and anywaeeee!!! guess wad!! FINALLY i found my BROWN AND ORANGE addidas jacket! wooohoo! im fucking happy. i dun care whether its small or big or wadever shit. i jus want it! hehe. im gonna collect it when i get my money! see la, i jus bought my puma jacket and i saw the addidas jacket. fuck sia. alwaes lidat de. but nvm, the addidas is MINE ald~ hee.

one of my wishlist fulfilled ! i oso wanna get a bebe top! hu wanna get for me ? hee. for tis whole month, i cant go clubbing ald. unless there is transport back. cos i left 40 for the whole month! tink i haf to start stuffing myself wif bread ald. hahs.

okie la, tok so much. end here la. bye!

back to blog. everydae rot at home.

firstly, sun i went to imm to support my mum right.. well, sad to sae she did not get into the semi finals. she got consolation prize. but noe wads that ? its jus a 30 bucks voucher and some nail polish. hahaha. so lousy. we used the voucher on jack's place. anywae, ann kok is so pretty!

i haf short term memory, i kept on forgetting wad did i do. or wad i wanna do. so jialat. hmmm.. as usual i stayed at home today. and a stranger called me. but he noes my name and number! haha.. said he's ray. 23.. living in cck. lol.. when he called me i jus wake up only.. and duno y i still chat wif him for so long. fuck man. tok to a stranger for so long.. he still intro me jobs.. haha. stil sae wad free go n catch prawn tgt. LOL. so weird lo.. anywae, hu cares. he dunno where i stay can le. skarly someone is spying on me. hahahaha.

tml going out! yeah. finally im going out! meeting lin. at the same time i wanna look for jobs. yeah. tink thats all. ppl, can stop visiting my blog le. its gonna be more n more boring. hee..

y is he alwaes so busy... wad if i need someone. will he be dere for me anot ?

bye!


HAPPY BIRD DAY MY DEAR YENKAI! =D

hmm, went to watch MI3 with erica n jeremy on wed. nice show. yeah, bought my puma jacket! loveit. watched till midnight, coffee club, home. ytd, went out wif steven, lin n shu. supposed to go queenswae wif steven but its v inconvenient for me to travel laa. went to kbox. berlin shall now announce that she is bankrupt! hais.. money flows like water. long time din go out wif li kailin n nancy tan. haha.. hanging out tgt wif dem, memories... everywhere. everywhere... haha. n i suddenly tot of our plan to kill someone. LOL. plan failed la.

today, went to furama hotel's korean restaurant to celeb my bro's bdae. nice and full. supposingly going to haf steamboat at marina. but changed to furama. after eating which was abt 8 la.. met up wif michael for a show. watched DAISY. wtf! erica u call tis a nice show? haha. so boring can. where got touching. so lame can.. and i can GUARANTEE. erica SURE comment smth about tis entry.. becos of going out wif him. hahaha. i noe ur pattern ald k! after movie, coffeebean, home.

anywae, my honey, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope u're enjoying urself at KL nw! im so sweet right. send u that msg. hahaha. dun come back wif 2 more ppl hor.. =)

tml.. going to IMM to support my mummy. hahaha. she joined that dunno wad mama contest la. den if nobody go support her like v ke lian.. so im going.. =)

i find blogging more n more boring.. considered closing dwn my blog. do u tink i shld? sometimes there are some things that is inconvenient to sae.. not boring la.. is that will u reali sae out everything n let ppl see n comment?

k la, will upload some fotos later. bye.

am i on the right track ?

duno la. fuck lah. i tink he still has feelings for another gurl. or i tink too much i duno! no one can be trusted man. i dun even noe whether im his gf anot.! anywae.. duno y i felt so angry when i saw tat. i jus wanna vent out my anger. hope whatever tt passed by my thoughts are jus me thinking too much. if it happen.. den im going to be the biggest fool in tis world. WAHAHAAAAAAAAA.
maybe its the past ald la. but. fuck la. u're alwaes telling me tis n nw i saw u saying to other ppl. mayb im not used to it. maybe im petty. maby im over reacting.. wadeverr! HUG sia. wooo so sweet. fuck fuckfuck. from feb till nw. izit very long ? okay, i tink i am overreacting. forgetit.

from wad i've experienced from the past till now, i've learnt one thing.. jus believe in urself. even ur closest one may be out to cheat u. not onli for relationships.. but same goes to friendship. and.. dun judge a book by its cover.. tis is the most important thing... fuck la. wad is friendship man. only those tat are close to me are my true friends.. i noe hu they are.. n they noe hu they are.. the rest, FUCK OFF.

pardon me, im not feeling good nw. alot of things flashed back my mind. n i realised, i knew alot of childish ppl. they treat friendships as games.. dun come n go as and when u like.. i treasure friendships and if u are one of those that i mention, jus fuck off. i dun need such friends.

ohmy, why am i saying all this shits. wahahas.

i stand ALL ALONE! hu cares. =)

nothing's gonna affect me...

u are my sunshine, my onli sunshine! <3

hees. after such a long time, finally i met up wif my precious ter. watch the movie ' you are my sunshine ' i love tis show. its touching.. tears rolled dwn, partly becos the show is touching, another reason is.. having him sitting by my side, i tot of alot of things. all the things he've done for me. all the disappointments i gave him. i felt so guilty. tears cant stop flowing.. at that moment i jus feel like telling him im sorry, but i jus duno y tis word alwaes seem to be so diff to be said out from my mouth. yes, sorry seems to be the hardest word.

after movie, we've got no place to go. wanted to go far east to change my skirt but its too late ald.. so din go. cant tot of any place, n dun feel like going home so early, i went to his hse after tt. watched vcd. play game.. hmm, we had a heart to heart talk ytd. finally we said out everything in our mind. no more barriers. n he finally believed in evrything tt i sae. i've gained back the trust i lost. thanks.

dun ask me wad is my relationship wif him nw, cos i myself dun even noe. both of us are too busy.. when im free, he's busy. when he's free, im busy. tis is definately not an excuse. dun worry bb, i've left a special place for u. hahaa.. my mind is set. its all for u. all e other guys i dunwan ald.. michael, jw n etc.. i'll jus treat them as my frens. =) ur efforts didnt go dwn e drain. i appreciate!

haha. ytd when he's dad see me, so excited sia. lol.. miss his dad so much la.. his dad v cute wan. when he saw me he was like.. AHHHHH!! BALI!! lol. his dad calls me BALI. wahahahaha. den he asked when im free go eat steamboat wif him.. he treat me. hehe.

today morning the stupid PAP. scare me sia.. LOL. i was sleeping den suddenly i tink i heard ppl shouting. cos they talk wif the mic. nb i jump out of the bed. wahahahas. i tot ppl planting a bomb or smth. haha! reali la.. den he told me no ppl put bomb la.. its the PAP. back to sleep agn. when i wake up, he played piano for me. my heart was melting at that moment. just by listening u playing piano, its ald a kind of xingfu. playing, forever love and shan hu hai. i wish u will play for me everydae.

hmmm, i jus checked my email. n i saw a email from kel. a very weird question from him.. tat i dunno how to ans. the question is.... will u rather die for me, or watch me die. hais. i reali duno how to ans tis Q. n wad a question.. how will i wanna die for anyone? n how will i wan anyone to die? duno la, hope he's still doing fine la.

shall end here la. i tink today's entry super long. bb!

*pls dun take my sunshine away- <3



tis cutie shit drawn by randy on msn. haha


wahahas! so cute. twins!


at his hse.. boring lah!


i wan to listen to it everydae!!