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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
sick. but who really cares.i slept at 4plus am on a sunday night. i couldnt sleep well. im reali feeling terrible. the feeling was like dying. i woke up at 8am in the morning. it jus dun seems to be right. i got my temperature taken. to my surprise it was 39.2 degree. was running high fever. whole body felt so pain n i had a difficulty in breathing. i felt so cold. cant stop crying becos i couldnt take the pain. woke my mum up. told her i reali couldnt take it anymore. i need a doc immediately. wad she do is to continue sleeping, and tell me to eat a panadol n WAIT. she can see that im already feeling so terrible n crying but she dun even bother to bring me to the clinic. who reali cares ? tis is the first time i had a high fever. siao.. going at 39.2. its crazy. i spent half of my day lying on bed. rolled myself in my blanket like a dumpling and forced myself to sweat. after sweating i had shower wif ice water. wooooo.. its v torturing. freezing! but it reali helps. temperature decreased after tt. but few hours later it became worse. it turned 39.6! reali felt so terrible. =( dad came out from msia n bring me to the doc. when i spit out my phlam(duno hw to spell. the greeny thing), there's blood. but after taking med, my fever is gone. feeling much better now. at least can type n use com. ytd i can reali do nth. but i feel like vomiting nw. im reali bored at home. feel like going out so badly! its my last week of holiday ald. sigh` i reali wanna go out. supposed to go dxo wif lin tml. we planned to drink till we go mad. but for my situation now, i cant drink le. im craving for pizza! but i cant eat. im happy! cos i've lost another 2.5kg. =D and i've deleted him from my friendster, his number, his msges, n his pics from my hp. good job! =D straightened out my tinking. time will heal. i steady pom bi bi rite ? and skul is starting soon! i rather go back to skul. and and.. i decided to quit smoking! today is the 3rd dae i nv touch cigs ald. i hope my determination will be strong! so.. frens arnd me, u gotta help me k! n if i ever wan a cig from u, PLS dun gif it to me. =) i wanna be a happy and healthy gurl! haha.. feel like going to sentosa before my skul opens. lin, ON?
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