and when she speaks
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
u are my sunshine, my onli sunshine! <3
hees. after such a long time, finally i met up wif my precious ter. watch the movie ' you are my sunshine ' i love tis show. its touching.. tears rolled dwn, partly becos the show is touching, another reason is.. having him sitting by my side, i tot of alot of things. all the things he've done for me. all the disappointments i gave him. i felt so guilty. tears cant stop flowing.. at that moment i jus feel like telling him im sorry, but i jus duno y tis word alwaes seem to be so diff to be said out from my mouth. yes, sorry seems to be the hardest word.
after movie, we've got no place to go. wanted to go far east to change my skirt but its too late ald.. so din go. cant tot of any place, n dun feel like going home so early, i went to his hse after tt. watched vcd. play game.. hmm, we had a heart to heart talk ytd. finally we said out everything in our mind. no more barriers. n he finally believed in evrything tt i sae. i've gained back the trust i lost. thanks.
dun ask me wad is my relationship wif him nw, cos i myself dun even noe. both of us are too busy.. when im free, he's busy. when he's free, im busy. tis is definately not an excuse. dun worry bb, i've left a special place for u. hahaa.. my mind is set. its all for u. all e other guys i dunwan ald.. michael, jw n etc.. i'll jus treat them as my frens. =) ur efforts didnt go dwn e drain. i appreciate!
haha. ytd when he's dad see me, so excited sia. lol.. miss his dad so much la.. his dad v cute wan. when he saw me he was like.. AHHHHH!! BALI!! lol. his dad calls me BALI. wahahahaha. den he asked when im free go eat steamboat wif him.. he treat me. hehe.
today morning the stupid PAP. scare me sia.. LOL. i was sleeping den suddenly i tink i heard ppl shouting. cos they talk wif the mic. nb i jump out of the bed. wahahahas. i tot ppl planting a bomb or smth. haha! reali la.. den he told me no ppl put bomb la.. its the PAP. back to sleep agn. when i wake up, he played piano for me. my heart was melting at that moment. just by listening u playing piano, its ald a kind of xingfu. playing, forever love and shan hu hai. i wish u will play for me everydae.
hmmm, i jus checked my email. n i saw a email from kel. a very weird question from him.. tat i dunno how to ans. the question is.... will u rather die for me, or watch me die. hais. i reali duno how to ans tis Q. n wad a question.. how will i wanna die for anyone? n how will i wan anyone to die? duno la, hope he's still doing fine la.
shall end here la. i tink today's entry super long. bb!
*pls dun take my sunshine away- <3
tis cutie shit drawn by randy on msn. haha
wahahas! so cute. twins!
at his hse.. boring lah!
i wan to listen to it everydae!!
left
HER
thoughts
2:43 AM;;
