its a tiring dae. im so fuckin tired. slept for only 2 hours and i haf to dig myself out of bed for morning lessons. as usual, i was late again. damn.. my skul rules sucks. late for more den half an hr, u're counted as absent. wtf. thats so unfair. half an hr isn't too much wad. and our new rule is that for one module, u can onl be absent ONCE. even if the second time u haf a mc, they will still mark u as absent. they said unless u're dying or someone else died. wtf ! tell me wad skul rules is tis?!!? and i will try not to be late and absent ald. cos if ur attendance is not good, it will deduct 5% of marks from ur assessment. i tink smth is wrong wif nafa man. i will nt to be slack anymor!
tody's lesson is a tiring wan. i tink i will borrow camera from skul in future. for photography lesson. cos my cam CMI ald. and it costs a bomb to buy a good one. wait till i strike lottery la. haha.
after skul, i went to bugis wif derek and randy.. and i wanted to collect my addidas jacket but... aiyah. so fucked up. long story la. dere goes my brown n orange jacket. =( anywae i believe one dae i will find it! or even a better wan! luckily he refund my money. if he insist tat i cannot take back, i'll burn his shop ! u idiot! stop all the bullshitting man. n thats not the wae of doing business! u can close down tat shop ald ok. boo~~~~
we went back to skul as derek if meeting esther they'll. so all of us went to town tgt. in e end its still left wif the 3 of us. lol.. anywae, i happy! cos wif my refunded money, i can buy new clothes instead! its like.. FINALLY! wahaha. i tink they must be very tired following me n waiting for me. becos i went in to almost evry shop. haha. cant blame me la. too long didnt shop ald. therefore im kind of excited jus nw. LOL. i bought my lacey belt jus nw! i jus love it so much. but i mus do smth to the bucker la. maybe i see if i can change it or wad.
i was hunting for white tops jus nw. cos all my white tops got dyed by mummy when she wash our clothes. =( its all my fav shirts! n derek saes i shouldnt alwaes wear black. ok la, i will look for more white tops! n my white 3 quarter pants. and randy bought me a white tshirt as my bdae present. thanks so much! i didnt noe that, i tot he's toking cock wif me. cos he alwaes tok cock. but when i wanted to pay den suddenly he pay for me. ya anywae, reali thanks alot. =) xiao guo~ haha.
everything was still alright before i looked for alicia. so chatted wif her awhile, n she suddenly mentioned about that bastard. n worse still, its things tt i dun wish to hear. im alwaes keeping myself busy n doing stuffs becos i dunwan to tink about anything tt is related to him. i jus wan to delete him away. im in a good process ald but when she started talking about him, everything jus like went back to zero again. after tat, i totally lost my mood. i wanted to find things to vent out my anger but i cant. so i jus remain calm, n tell myself.. he is nth to me. so i shouldnt be bothered. im proud of myself that i can walk out of this shits bravely alone. so keep it up! one dae, it will eventually be gone.
--- is who i pretend to be.
