and when she speaks
Thursday, June 29, 2006
its very late now, but i wanna blog before i sleep. few daes ago is my birthdae, but seriously i dun feel anything. not even happy at all.. cos im very sleepy. hahaha. but anywae, wads the big deal about birthdae. haha. nothing to get excited about.. its not as if money will drop from sky tat dae, not as if eveyrthing is free tat dae. and not as if everyone will be my slave tt dae. lol.. but anywae, i still wanna thank my frens la.. derek, erica, randy, kimyong and yeesheng for celebrating it wif me.. i dun even planned to eat smth good. but they bring me to swensens.. and there's still a surprise cake. haha.. so touched.. thanks a million. reali appreciate! all tis would be enuff.. i dun need to haf any grand bd celebration.. cos i tink its craps. hahaha. anywae sometimes i even tink tt ppl tt are not reali tat close to me.. treats me even better den my close frens do.. wadz past will be the past la. not going to sae much cos i noe blogging alwaes get ppl into trouble.. so to prevent myself from getting into unnecessary trouble, maybe i shouldnt sae much. ppl will sometimes misunderstand wad i sae... and somehow there will be KPO ppl in this world finding some trouble for me.. if u start tinking whether im refering to u anot, maybe its time to clear all ur sins. cos ur conscience is not clear! hehehe. but for some ppl, no many how many times u clear ur sins.. the mark will alwaes be there.. so nv do anything bad! recently, there's some conflict in our class.. i dun care how others tink about me. but if i tink u've been a bitch.. den dun blame me for not giving u any face. i hate liars.. i dun understand why my current class is full of BASTARDS, JACKASS, LIARS, FUCKERS N HYPOCRITES. haha.. i nv bluff.. tis is the worst class i've been to. alot of fake ppl... all took away my trust in them... fuck. and i'll nv be a good soul again.. cos everytime i tried to be someone nice, i got bitten. i hate my class to the core. if u're someone from my class n unhappy wif wad i jus write... fuck off. at least i speak my mind. not like u..... hypocrite.. something is very wrong wif my class la. haha.. class of fuckers. lol.. alright, i admit im one of the fuckers. but if not becos of those ppl, i wouldnt be one. some people jus dont know how to hate and wad it is to hate someone... i reali wished i haf the ability to do that.. n haf the ability to be gracious.. forgive n forget.. too bad i cant.. its getting late. good night.. ` pls let me go.... i felt like i have to stick wif u forever. but i hope tt u let me go...
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