and when she speaks
Monday, July 17, 2006
monday bluessssss. feeling quite sad, but i dun wana mention the reason. reali under depression mode.. im veryyy stressed with my skul work. in such a short time and i havent completed any subject. and we're mostly on group projects. should be completed in a faster rate right.. bt seriously, last term when its still individual work, by tis time i had ald finished most of the subjects .. skul work is already a heavy burden to me, but relationship thingys choose to make me suffer even more at this critical period. hey i noe its not the time to sae bout relationship things but feelings jus cant be controlled. thou im trying hard. anywae, i think he's realli dumb. he should noe my character is not like this wad. mus be SOMETHING that made me do this. dumb enuff to sae that to me. ahhh forget it. but seriously i hope the ''little devil'' in me vanish soon. its smth i SHOULDNT haf. wadeverrrr.. izit whenever u're feeling down wadever things tt u do will turn out bad ? my photo taking SUCKS BIG TIME today. im prepared to gif up. i dun even noe wad am i taking. newaes, i dunno whether i should sleep anot. im feeling quite tired nw at 240am. and im waking up at 7 plus.. i haven finish editing photos for photography lesson, but im still here to blog in order to relieve some stress. though it doesnt help much, but at least abit. since ive got no one to tok to, i should tok to my blog. fuuuuck! i reali feel like giving up in everything! i feel so tired.. haven been resting well.. my brain too.. hais.. anyone in the same boat as me ? its so SUDDEN.
left
HER
thoughts
11:20 AM;;
